I will not paint you a magnificent picture using vivid colors and beautiful words expressing so much depth. 
 
I will use the black ink in my pen to give you an up-close and personal look into the pain and obstacles I had to overcome to be “Okay” with where I am currently in my life and its direction.
I am healing!
 
When you have battled the demons and faced the challenges I have, you learn to be grateful and be able to say that you are feeling “Okay.”
 
Not “Marvelous, Great, or Excellent, just Okay.”
 
Being able to say I feel “Okay” means that I am in the process of healing. I am learning to accept things that my mind and heart still have difficulty agreeing on. 
 
This is The Disciplined Version of Me.
 
On my journey, I am learning to realize that at the lowest point in your life, you learn to deal with things you would have never considered. Facing your fears is one of them.
It took the hurt version of me to realize that everything you learn to accept and face matters to become the best version of yourself.
 
You will only become the best version of yourself once you make peace with the version of you that you only acknowledge when you are alone.
 
In this book, you will discover how I had to make my tears and pain mean more than reasons for me not to fight for the one thing I desired most: peace.